Our first yard sale was a big disappointment, AT FIRST.
My goal was to get rid of stuff, not make money. When I stopped considering the cost of my time and evaluated all the extra space we now had in the garage, I realized we
had succeeded.
Sometimes I get so focused on the details I forget the big picture. That was certainly true of this situation and so
true of my life.
Although I would consider myself a visionary, I am definitely a detail-oriented person. I can usually stay focused on the desired result, while working out the details one step at a time, but this was not the case today, nor the last several years of my life.
Patience is a quality that God is still working on in me. It’s probably best I don’t accomplish everything I set out to do right away because there are many things I’ve attempted without thinking them through all the way, only to learn later that I overlooked some important factors. Major decisions deserve major cogitation.
I’m a thinker, but I’m finding that too much thinking on the wrong things is preventing me from acting on the right things.
Somewhere on the middle age path of life, I started getting too focused on security. God has removed many of the things I placed my security in, so without my cooperation, He has proved Himself to be the only sure thing in my life. At first, I was disappointed. Similar to my yard sale, I lost sight of the goal. God is to be my sure reward, not the “things” He blessed me with.
Once He got my heart right with His, I could see that I had placed too much value on the material things in this life, rather than my relationship with Him. I have also learned that so much “stuff” had cluttered not just my house and garage, but my heart as well.
So this week I am thankful that God keeps His eye on me and He fulfills His purposes for me. He never loses sight of the goal and all the details are in His hands. I really need to just let go of the cluttered thoughts that set up obstacles in my mind, so I can follow God as He crushes every wall that stands between us.
Just like the result of the yard sale, my first response to the trials God had allowed was wrong. But when I took the time to evaluate, I became grateful.
“I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” -Phil 3:14